I Called It Being 'Low-Maintenance.' It Was Just Disappearing Slowly.
I used to wear "I'm easy, whatever works for you" like a compliment I was giving myself. No demands, no drama, endlessly flexible — the kind of partner anyone would supposedly want. It took me a long relationship, and its ending, to notice what that flexibility had actually cost. What "Low-Maintenance" Was Actually Doing It wasn't a personality trait. It was a running decision, made hundreds of times, to not voice a preference because voicing it felt like more trouble than it was worth. Each individual instance was small. The accumulated total was a version of me that had quietly opted out of most of my own preferences. Why It Felt Good at the Time Being agreeable produced immediate, visible rewards — less friction, more praise for being easygoing, a partner who never had to manage my needs. Those rewards were real and immediate, and they were also exactly what kept the pattern running long after it had started costing me something. What the Relationship's Ending Made Visible When it ended, I realized my partner didn't actually know many of my real preferences, because I'd never given them the chance to encounter them. What I'd called being low-maintenance, my partner had experienced as me simply not being fully present — which, looking back, was accurate. What Changed My Understanding of What Happened Going back through years of small moments — the restaurant I never picked, the plans I always deferred — and counting how many of them were actual disappearing acts rather than genuine ease made the pattern undeniable. I hadn't been low-maintenance. I'd been slowly leaving the relationship one unvoiced preference at a time.
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Momar Lissa Ndiaye ("MLN") is the Founder & CEO of weyoga Inc., a Delaware company. — weyoga.ai · mln@weyoga.ai
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